Untitled Emotions.

11 Dec

Arm around my shoulders. Arm around your waist.
Laughing and talking as we walk.
Music and dancing. Music and waltzing.
I could do that for days, just twirling and twirling.
Analyzing lyrics, becoming one with my interpretations.
I feel my heart taking over, which drives me to madness.
I can’t do anything about this feeling, even though my heart wants to shut my sensible conscious in a closet, lock the door and throw away the key.
My heart wishes to tell you how it feels, in hopes you feel the same, my conscious knows this is a… very… bad… idea, and definitely not up for another disappointment.
The timing is all wrong, simply being friends just doesn’t seem enough.
We are worlds apart, always worlds apart, But some how always thinking on the same page.
How does that work? We keep the inspiration and strive going.
I feel safe in my day dreams, reality is pretty boring. I am just waiting for that explosion of excitement.
Waiting for the music to sweep me up…
Because “…these feelings won’t go away, they’ve been knocking me sideways…”
Every lyric brings me back to you. My heart is done playing games, or is it just getting started, until I break down.
I can not, I will not allow myself to walk down that road again.
By not saying anything confusion and madness will set in. Frustrated with bottled up emotions, makes being around you so much more difficult, however I just can not stay away.
You are one of my very best friends, I can’t write any of our quirks on this paper or someone will catch on.
So until the time is right, your name, your identity remains silent.

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